teresa

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 14:21:01 GMT

Headed to Lavender during lunch break to collect my biometric passport, waited for 95 people to go in front of me, dozed off while waiting, only to leave ICA passport-less cos I din't bring my old passport. Quite pissy after that but I figured no point since my lame attempt of "my mother threw away my old passport" didn't work either. Urgh just quite annoyed I waited mother long for my turn & I gotta go back again & I can't process my visa yettttt. zzzzzz.
Anyway there's some miscommunications for my flight details, all this planning is actually very tiring & I can't wait for it to be overrrr.

So I was finally back to work today after a whole weekend of F1 super late nights & I honestly missed my kids alot alot alot.

So here's abit of F1 from where I was, & I appreciated it much more on my last day there. The first two days I was just very irritated how I had to shout just to talk to customers & the noise gave me a terrible headache for the rest of the day.
But anyway thank goodness Chloe was with me & it made F1 quite fun to work for.

Okay quite sleepy and Children's Day very soon! Gonna prep for the kids, eggcitedddd.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:54:24 GMT

Skyping with Lynnette now since I got back from F1 and I'm tired & shag ttm.
More about F1 soon! Buttttt....

Lynnette in her dorm!
Okay byebye friends very sleepy alr!

no subject

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 04:24:57 GMT

Had a teary goodbye at the airport this morning for Lynnette. Didn't realise how much it affected me till I was there this morning & it really hit that she's not coming back ever & till the day I have enough money to go to Warwick, I will never see her again. She's been the one supporting me during the whole exam period, hanging out with her for so long always makes me forget she's 23 & when we have serious talks, she's just so mature in her advice & thoughts. Sobbbbb. Doubt she'll ever read this, but I miss her alot already & I'm gonna be damn emo on my next dance class. We have too much in common, it's just very sad how we became too close too late.

Very very very sad.

times square can't shine as bright as you

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 05:38:30 GMT

Mac has been a good source of entertainment thus far, waiting for Liang to arrive at 1430 & I've been killing time with wireless.sg. People around me all seem to be studying for impending A's, haven't touched books in a really long time. Cannot waittttt.
They told me the Mac lifespan is 8hours, it has only been on for less than 2 hours and the battery life is half depleted already. Liarsssss.

I've been doing alot of silly stuff lately, I should stop soon.

Do you know what happens when you hurt people? When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. That's what careless words do. They make people love you less.

again & again & again, hardly right

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 04:53:35 GMT

Challenger has the worst Canon staff ever! Very angst with them, unhelpful, lazy and retarded. Grrr >:(
So my memory card has not been healed and my pictures are still missing in action because of those good for nothing staff at Challenger.

I was clearing up my disk space ytd all ready to transfer the documents to my new lappie which will arrive in a couple of days, & I came to a realization..
I need to delete My Chat Logs.
I didn't even know there was such a folder! Haha some chat logs were quite funny, while some were just.. misinterpreted lies.

So... I had quite a weekend, more on fb soon.
Off to Palais Studio for Lynnette's exam, going to feel the mood since mine's tmr, haha :S

Bye bye earthlings!

Flipped!

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:46:06 GMT

Must check my memory card soon! Have to retrieve my photos backkkk ):
Need to upload new photos from my spare memory card as well!

Anyway, I've one more week left to my vocational exam and after that my life's gonna be sooo empty. Hahah, I mean 5 times a week & suddenly it just stops, I'd be so lost at what to do. On the other hand, I cannot wait for it to be overrrr. Physically & mentally very drained alrzzz :S Hope I don't screw it up.

Very belated.. but better late than never!!

Happy 19th!! :D

Andddddddddddddddddddddd...
CANT WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND!!
*double c double c double c*
woohoooo~

be my escape

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:47:00 GMT

22/08 :
Dinner at Blu Jaz

to a very random night at zouk

26/08:
Day out with the momzzz

It was a really quaint cafe on the way to Cathay, hard to miss since there's heavy traffic flow all the time, but somehow people seem to walk past it without looking in..!
Very good cakes, I'm a sucker for treats.

Mambo at nightttt

Soooo, this has been my past few days of life. We actually visited Sam at Ice Cube and took loads of photos but somehow I can't upload them, quite upset about it, grrr. Hope I'll be able to get it up soon!!

Went to the agent processing my schooling stuff a few days back, I should be leaving in a month if all goes well. So, hopefully everything goes as planned & I can start school soon. It's happening all quite fast, I don't think I'll get to meet all the loved ones before I go but I think the faster it is, my heart won't ache so much. Hahah. Oh well, that's if by some lady luck someone breaks lease over at the campus & I get a room to stay lo. Otherwise I'm still stuck here for another few months. zzz.

You feel pain in the region of your heart,
& you think it’s your heart breaking
but one’s heart doesn’t really break,
something else does, faith.
& You stop believing.

To peace & quiet on a Friday night..

Not Fair

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 14:20:13 GMT

People come, people go. They'll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favourite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.

I'll let you go.
Let me go first.

wild is the wind

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 17:51:29 GMT

Emily left Little Skool House on Wed, I was sobbing so badly. Sighhh cos she's really the sweetest girl in the school, & I don't think I'm as close to any other kid except for her. Her dad's contract in Singapore is up so gotta return back to Japan. Oh wells, then I was telling my mom the farewell thing, and she started crying which made me cry all over again. Hahah quite funny, my dad was laughing at us. We did her like this farewell gift thing, and made a shirt. It looks quite cute but I forgot to take a picture of it. & thanks to Sijing my note was in kawaii Japanese! Hahah although I really had a hard time trying to write it out, but thank you! (:

Anywaysss, I really do miss her. Aiyoh so emo. Lol.

SO, I watched UP in 3D today with Lynnette. It was reaaaaally sweet, like the first 10 minutes was so touching and the last part was brilliant. It was a good cartoon. Then I talked to her bout school and all, that's the thing about talking to someone older than you. You get a different perspective about the situation & she makes so much sense sometimes. The level of maturity is quite stark actually, heh. But oh wells, I've some direction now & I don't think I'm as confused as before anymore. So, cheers to, urm, Direction!
Then I cheong-ed to Marina to watch GI JOE with Lianzz, Kang & Thiru. Haha yes, 2 movies in one night. But it was worth it! Cos GI JOE was not as bad as I expected, there was Channing Tatum, Sienna Miller, ~~Shawn~~ Marlon Wayans (got the brothers mixed up) and some other big names as well. Not A list, but definitely a familiar cast. Anyway, I think ya'll should watch it. Quite action pack, but enough romance to keep me awake as well, ahah. Very exciting & worth my weekend ticket. Okay I better not hype it up too much just in case.

& there was this performance at the National Musuem on Wed (missed Lady Gaga for it!) as well. Some launch of this champagne for the F1 thing, not very sure why we did it for, but it was quite atas. Like mediacorp celebs were there and all. Pictures still with Ms Shanti but we had alot of fun taking pictures with those very old school huge windows & staircases. & we survived on (very yummy) strawberry tarts & champagne, which got our teacher abit high, haha. Oh and there was the SCGS genee on Monday, the girls were amazing! One of them did Bluebird, super good.
Plus, now I'm surviving on back braise. Quite sad actually, a very untimely injury.

Such an exhausting week come to think of it..

A must have in my dream home:
A huge oven that can cook a bunch of cookies, a cake, a cheesecake, a souffle, a chicken, beans, a roast & potatoes all at the same time without mixing smells or burning.

Ahhhh, that'd be heaven manzzz

Personality like a split screen

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 19:39:00 GMT

At 330am..

Hi earthlingsssss!
I just returned from a long day of physio, work & a goodbye at the airport for Ethel. Step 1 in preparing myself, can't wait actually. Like a whole new life awaits me at the side where it's greener. Come on IELTS results, where are youuuuuuuuuuuu!!
Denim jacket, boots & a straw hat!

Anywayzz, I miss Sara alot. She's in Hungary now sailing & sailing & sailing.

When we think of loss we think of the loss, through death, of people we love. But loss is a far more encompassing theme in our life. We lose not only through death, but also by leaving and being left, by changing and letting go and moving on. And our losses include not only our separations and departures from those we love, but our conscious and unconscious losses of romantic dreams, impossible expectations, illusions of freedom and power, illusions of safety - and the loss of our own younger self, the self that thought it always would be unwrinkled and invulnerable and immortal.

For awhile it was nice, but it's time to say bye.
Meanwhile, the world goes on.
Happy National Day.

tan hong ming in love

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 13:21:13 GMT

This is honestly the sweetest video ever. Please watch the whole of it! My heart was melting together with it, and the boy's expressions are sooo priceless.

Hokay, anyways! I just took my IELTS yesterday, & I met Megan there! I was so happy cos it was the most ulu test ever, like everyone takes SATS or something else right. I mean who takes IELTS. Or so I thought till I met Megan. Hahah and she was like 2 digits away from my registration number only, cool shit. So we talked about life after the test, cos we kinda got lost along the way too. & we realised how we finally found someone else who felt the same way. Feels really good to know your not alone! Hahah.

Sara & I made Banana Walnut muffins and Almond cookies, THEY WERE THE BEST I SWEAR. Hahah this is like self praise but my previous muffins turned out damn off so I was really happy for this one. (:

Hokayzzz, I've been having very amazing weekends.
Cheers for more to come!!

that's life for you

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 15:20:38 GMT

Okay, so Micheal Jackson is the undisputed king of pop. We all get it. This whole hype about it is so suffocating, it's all around & everyone's talking about it. I mean duh who wouldn't, but really. Why only when he dies?

Anyway, I have a serious problem - lack of sleep, which explains the major (major) breakout on my face. It's horrifyingly terrifying, I have no idea what to do about it.
I'm glad I haven't lost touch with all my friends, yet.

This is what I need.
Then I won't have wardrobe crisis(es) anymore, omg, that would totally erase this huge stress that has been contributing to my breakout problem.

I'm really really (really) tired.

The only way you can write the truth is to assume that what you set down will never be read. Not by any other person, and not even by yourself at some later date. Otherwise you begin excusing yourself. You must see the writing as emerging like a long scroll of ink from the index finger of your right hand; you must see your left hand erasing it.
Impossible, of course.
Hrm, ponder ponder ponder.

Can't wait for my new life seriously.
Woohoooo

we all get better in time

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 15:02:57 GMT

We piously followed Martha Stewart & the stupidest that could happen was to forget to set the timer & we had muffins which had the texture of scones. But it tasted pretty alright actually. & those are very pretty cupcake holders which cost me alot but the muffins were so dark, totally does no justice to my cute cupcake holders. Grrr.
Had an attempt of Lemon Yoghurt cake as well. Didn't get to try it tho, cos we were rushing off.

Junior World Cup has been very exciting and an experience of a lifetime. With all those international teams and all, woaaaahhhhh. & woohoo to BFOO!

xx

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 15:18:54 GMT

What is up is that Sara & I had a try at nutty cookies since I had a whole big packet of cashews at home. They were quite good & it was very receptive at my school, the kids were begging for more. Hahaha

Anyway I had cable ski experiences at Batam as well with my fellow extreme sports homies. Other than the very (very) terrible muscle aches I suffered over 4 days of not being able to wear my clothes properly, it was actually really fun. Jessie & Louis are like pro ttm ttm ttm ttm. I'm not kidding! & I fnally can stand up on that board, just that it's so annoying how I can't get my right leg in front & it's impossible for me to complete the round if my right leg doesn't get in front. Grrrr, it will happen it will happen!

Just that it sucked how both days I went, it rained & wasted alot of our time waiting. But all in all, i had a good time with good company (:

Now to the two loves of my life..

Okaaay, over & outtttt!

sense & sensibility

Tue, 19 May 2009 14:37:55 GMT

Don't really know what I'm into these days, which explains my very disorientated wardrobe even after selling most of my stuff away, it still looks a little messy. Anyways, I spent an hour looking at all these & I feel quite happy now. Ahhh the pleasures of clothes. I need a credit card that has no limitttt.

VJ Girls & Boys double finals! Soooooo happy/ proud for/ of them seriously, it'd be a very exciting Thursday for me.
& I finished my Orange County Season1-4 already! Season4 kinda sucked tho, yeah now then I know. I'm pondering on starting One Tree Hill. At the moment I'm gonna catch up on Heroes, Prison Break & more Grey's.

This week's gonna be pretty amazing from here on, can't wait!

Real World vs. what it looks like

Wed, 13 May 2009 13:23:13 GMT

The school has had 2 confirmed cases of hand foot mouth disease & the saddest part is that Emily might have it which means I don't think I'll be seeing her at school for at least the next 10 days. & today a new kid got mouth ulcers & a runny nose so as I've no commitments e.g. a child at home, I was made to stay in the quarantine room with her, reading the same book 3 times so she would fall asleep & humming the same song for 1 hour so she wouldn't wake up that easily. Sigh I think I made myself sleep at some point too. At least she was cute & always says Teacher Treeza wo ai ni! Hahah she looks really cute when she says that.

Hope Emily doesn't get HMF!! She's the cutest la really.

So anyway, Clar & I had a Zouk flea booth last Sunday & I think we had the besttttt spot ever! The place where the huge speakers were. & we both made very satisfactory amounts we were soooo happy. But we looked like total idiots lugging all our baskets & big bags to Great World when it ended. Lucky Brian was there to help with abit. Met Sara for dinner, & it was really good. Cos I was so hungry the whole day & we talked & had BNJ then sent her back.

& new episodes of Season5 of Grey's are out & I watched the latest one. It was soooo sad & nice. I was crying my eyes out for through the last ten minutes of the show. It was like watching heartache on tv, sighhhh. It's episode 22 by the way!

chaos of the senses

Thu, 07 May 2009 14:20:00 GMT

During my many days of absence, I've been island trotting with all my wonderful friends & going through those very substantial bonding times. Won't go too far back cos my memory doesn't serve me very well these days, hah. Butttt I'm really enjoying all this time I'm given before school starts, (that's if I even have a school to go to, grrrrrrrr)

So, anywayssss I had dinner with Amanda.L & I had my very favourite pasta of all time, Miso Mushroom! Everyone must go try if you like garlic-y sauce, although the Japanese-Italian hybrid does seem a little weird ever since Amanda pointed that out. But oh wells, it's still really good. Then we went for dessert, which again, is Awesomeee. Hahah

They drizzle this really good sauce on this really good old school vanilla ice cream & the crumble is really amazing too. (:

Headed back to school on Wednesday only to find out that the whole school had some half day. Anyway, I hung out with Sara & we played floorball with the teachers & it was soooo fun cos all the teachers were really funny when they were playing, my stamina sorta died cos I was laughing so hard the whole time. It was really good exercise. Then Sara went for trng & it was alot of Laura-Teresa time from then on. We headed to this Fujifilm building & finally got my poor humongous camera repaired. So depressing, it was only with me for a couple of months. It was a good whole afternoon of getting updated on her little life which has been quite interesting lately, then we headed to vj trng at ccab which I spent most of the time entertaining Sijing so that she won't think too much about her two poor fingers. Hahah. To Island Creamery for night dessert after trng with Laura & it was a pretty good way of ending my day.

Chia's & Felix's birthday surprise on Sat which weren't quite succesful but haha it was a good hockey gathering & I was quite proud of the turn out.
Happy 19th & Happy 21st!! (:

Just got back from Pok's birthday surprise chalet which Siew planned & twas quite fun considering all of us had really long days & were shagged out by the time we got there. Food was too overwhelming for 7 people tho, but it was nice to see everyone together again.
Shizzz, I just realised I din't take a photo of the cake, Rui got it & it was really damn yummz!!

Hung out with Sara in school for abit & we or she was running away from Goh guy the whole time cos of CWO hahah. Watched the VJ-RJ match afterwards, I have confidence in my juniors. VJ, all the way k!

I'm finally done with OC Season3!! So now I'm gonna finish up Season4 & One Tree Hill here I come! I know I'm like a million years behind all you people, I mean, everyone knew Marissa Cooper died back in 2006, & hola! only I knew about in 2009.

"I've been thinking with my guts since I was fourteen years old, and frankly speaking, between you and me, I have come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains."
Haha.

To Sentosa we go!!

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 16:06:51 GMT

HELLOOOOO! I think I've had a good first week of work. The children are Amazing with an 'A'.
Today we had an outing to Sentosa to the Insect Kingdom & Butterfly Park. Hahah & I had the smallest bus buddy by far today.

Zachary Ong!!

So anywayyyyy, I'm very bias & photographed all my favourite kids only. Hahah my mom totally 'awww-ed' at every photo I showed her. Have your share! I think this is better than lkbk to a certain extent. Hahahah.

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This is Kieran, & he's my favourite! Super cute. Hahah & every girl in class secretly has a crush on him.

This is Shannon, who is one of the few who likes Kieran, hahaha.

AND AND AND this is Emily Seki, Jap girl who has the mostttttt adorable smile ever!!

I had fun todayyyy! Other than the sun, OMG! I was soooo hot & Zach was so hot too but he didn't really care so he kinda wiped his sweat on me most of the time. Quite gross.

This photo's damn funny. Zach was super scared of the Merlion but he wanted to take a photo of it cos he loves lions so I put him there & walked in front to photograph then he started crying. Hahah.

much more than a moment,

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 19:08:30 GMT

& again one week has passed & this week has definitely been the best week ever since the year started. Took a break before my new job starts this monday & am very pleased with how it turned out. Anyway, VJ hockey girls and boys have been doing reaaally well, been watching all their matches this week. Hope the casualties get well soon!
Also, I've been spending all my late nights with my favourite orange county boys/ girls. I finished season1 & I'm almost halfway through season2 already. Which then explains my posts at unearthly times these days. I really wonder if they ever study at all, thier lives are like aimless & most of the time spent at carnivals on ferris wheels or at snowflake balls or at the crab shack at the beach. Thats life maaaan, then I really don't mind Aimless. Hah. Then again, it's just a show.
So, anyway I'm glad I met Kendrick, Chloe, Clarity, my hockey homies like Sheng Rui Hakim Felix & Kuok who have once again led me to a fulfilling week. Sighhh, I'm just really happy with how my plans for this week turned out fine.

Oh, & unless you're madly in love with Zac Efron & would kill to see him in ray bands, wearing a black bomber jacket driving a damn style car with his blonde hair, play good basketball & also look really good in skinny jeans (which on a sidenote, make some guys look like they have chicken legs), then don't watch 17Again. (:

brighter than sunshine

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 18:33:47 GMT

So, a very holy weekend has just passed & I'm literally free for the coming week. I tendered in my resignation & I'm very (very) happy & liberated. Woohooooo!

Anyways, everyone meet Rozita! She sits beside me at work & makes work very much easier to get by everyday. Sooo thankful for her seriously.
Met my girlsss after my last day of work. We caught Knowing, which the last 15minutes were really rubbish ah. Like some sequel to Adam&Eve. We went to Cafe Iguana for peach margarita and wiped out one bowl of tortila chips with sauce, yummz. I had quite a good time, girl talked for like 2 plus hours then my mind started wandering off to a place with fluffy clouds and little unicorns prancing around so we decided to set off. But it was a good time of catching up on each others lives. (:

Okay, anyway now with so much time at hand. I really have so much I want to do, literally. Top of my list would be to get out of this country. Don't get me wrong, I'm a very patriotic Singaporean. But it's been barely 5months since my last holiday & I'm dying to get up & around again. Sorry motherland! I just need a change in environment for abit. To know only a handful of people & be free to do whatever I like at any point of time. I really hope it will happen soon.

Met up with an old friend a couple of weeks ago. We talked over dinner & it was one of those times you sit there for 2 hours but you feel like you just been through the past 5 years of your life. You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. & when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. You can’t be that precise and selective. I doubt anybody can. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything affects everything. I s'pose you could take my word for it, I learnt it the hard way. But it's all in the mind people, The Mind people! One step at a time. I believe in God's plan, & His plan it shall be.

Amen Brother.

here we go again

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 15:11:37 GMT

I'm still trying to get used to not seeing Liang around at work, I've honestly been rather bored. No more after work dinners and talking about matters of the heart (actually it's mostly his matters) haha & haiyaaa, he was good fun to work with (: Just that I can't stand how he always shakes his leg when he's standing, grrr so annoying.

Anyway, I'm very thankful for all my self planned days. I'm a firm believer of "letting the day plan itself" & I don't think this belief has ever let me down. Hahah sounds like some biblical extract but whateverz. On further elaboration,

This was after supper@Katong's (bak kut teh closed on mondays shop) & Lian Kai's very amazing parking ability. Took him awhile with 2 pairs of eyes guiding, I basically had to use the ladies pronto so I wasn't really helping other than a remembrance photo of course.

Met Ball for dinner at Food For Thought, they have the most amazing desserts there. I would love to attempt selling some of my self made cakes there, hahaha. Anyway,

Very Awesome.

The SN hockey girls celebrated the march babies at Ministry Of Food together with Jude, it was a good get together of talking bout old times back in St Nicks plus all our cca adventures. Ahhh memories, feels so old now.

On a more academic note, I have FINALLY finished my uni applications. Hurray! After many weeks of procrastinating, feels so good to submit all those shit. Heading down to VJ tmr to see all my very missed juniorsssss, so excited! Hahahah.

OKAY! I'M OFF!
OVER&OUT.

Viva La Vida

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 13:36:43 GMT

COLDPLAY WAS AWESOME. I had so much fun & we were at very pangsai seats at first but after the second song we rushed down and we managed to be SO MUCH closer to Chris Martin. Anyway, the lightings/ confetti/ balloons/ stage setting/ songs were worth every bit of my money and my sleep. (:
They had like yellow confetti in yellow balloons during Yellow (duh) and butterfly ones during Love In Japan! Although I was quite bored during a couple, like urmmm Strawberry Swing etc. But the resttttt, omg totally made up for it. I am still thinking about it.

Gwenyth Paltrow is soooo lucky.

long post ahead...

Sat, 14 Mar 2009 17:10:11 GMT

To a very well spent week (:

Tuesday was me taking a first look at Tekong, even before Holy, Jiawei, Thiru, Shannon, Liang etc etc has ever seen it. Hahah anw it was a good parade of watching my Indian friend and many other victorians march along & I think I will never understand how important 12 days of freedom will be to me but hurray to all of them! Although THE WAIT can omg kill me & my stomach at the same time plus me entertaining Gomes's parents here & there, which was so much better than me always sleeping at the backseat every morning on the way to school, hahaha.

Btw, Tekong has quite a view.

On Wednesday after work, Liang & I rushed all the way to Vivo to send my camera to repair cos the place closes at 7. Then when we reached we couldn't find Keppel Bay Tower so like lucky Liang so prepared for army with his acute sense of direction we finally found it & quick step our way there. Thankfully we were there at 1857 so yay, my camera's in the process of being normal again. (no more half press needed, lol)
Anw, then I met Amanda.L for dinner at Marche. & we were there till closing & saw a baby climbing out of its pram & almost falling to its death, haha idiot. No I'm kidding. But it was a very YouTube moment, with the waiter & his fast hands hahaha. If it was me I think I would have seen the baby fall first, then like ohhhhh myyyyy goddddd.

Took a full day off on Thursday so I spent it with Sara banana rama. We watched Slumdog Millionaire which thankfully I went in with an open mind open heart cos I honestly enjoyed it. Wouldn't exactly agree to the masses who said twas a "feel-good film of the decade" but it was worth my time/ free ticket. Oh, other than the last part where out of freaking nowhere, like really, nowhere, Latika & Jamal suddenly dances a Bollywood together with so many random people in the train station. We just burst out laughing, hahah I think everyone stared at us, but really couldn't help it. Although! I tried picking up some moves from them. Quite retro chic. Lol.
Then we went to the IT fair together with Kang & Ah Lian. Very very very packed. Had free haato, looked around for a good laptop while at it, got my Jagabee wiped out in no time, attempted to lose a friend along the way (haha), found the friend again, had good panggang for dinner & a limited edition present for a very belated birthday. Effort's very much appreciated! (:

Friday the 13th was quite how it was supposed to turn out. Unlucky was an understatement. With my online application not being able to process after working at it for 2hours or so at 2am on that Friday. I was soooo frustrated really, i gave out a very troubled groan which woke my mom & she handed me a gummy bear from the fridge. Which was kinda like huh? But haha I ate it still even though I like brushed my teeth already, so whatever. Then at work my nose was bleeding for like 20seconds I thought I was gonna die, like you know those Korean soap. Girl nose bleed, in the next few episodes she realises she has cancer or something, then dashing young man holds her hand, & she diessss. But anyway I do not have cancer, maybe in the next decade or so. Like skin cancer, cos I don't know why I can never get dark although I'm in the sun so often, like too little melamine. Although I don't think it will happen yet, just trying to make a point.
MOVING ON... I met my godmother for dinner at Thai Express after work. & we talked about life & how bleak my future is going to be soon, ha ha ha. Anw I think I'm going to work at Little School House. She like manages all the branches & I told her I felt like being a playschool teacher before & it totally slipped my mind she was in this line. SO yep!

Today was quite a rush for time. Chia's performance in the morning, which by the way she did really well I thought. & she looked so small on stage, haha. But good job to blondie, apple of my eye, hehehe
Then to NTU open house where the WKW talk was disappointing ttm, plus some booths made Sam & I feel even worse about our results. So insensitive & unhelpful, grrr. Then I cheonged to CCAB with Sam Thiru Sufiyan for my match & they supported hahah. & we went to Waffletown again for dinner & waffles which ended my day really well.

Tmr's church with Gomes & another open house & then most probably to Zong's house yet again like last year with the hockers.

So, like I said, cheers to a good week well spent with all the people I love.

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Ever get this feeling?

banana splits & friends on ships

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:29:31 GMT

What they don't understand about birthdays and what they never tell you is that when you're nineteen, you're also eighteen, and seventeen, and sixteen, and fifteen, and ..., and three, and two, and one, And when you wake up on your nineteenth birthday you expect to feel nineteen, but you don't. You open your eyes and everything's just like yesterday, only it's today. And you don't feel nineteen at all, You feel like you're still eighteen. And you are- underneath the year that makes you nineteen.
Because the way you grow old is kind of like an onion or like the rings inside a tree trunk or my little wooden dolls that fit one inside the other, each year inside the next one. That's how being nineteen years old is.

I thought this was really sweet.
Anyway, I think spending special occasions like birthdays with your family is quietly satisfying. I feel so loved today. (:

into perspective,

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 05:43:32 GMT

I'm taking a weekend to decompress after an exhuasting day of emotions.
It has been my way to always shortchange myself somehow, I guess this is one of those times again where I prove myself right. But good job to all who did well. :P
I just pray I have my place somewhere.

Either we make ourselves miserable or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is still the same.
I get by with a little help from friends.